Loss of innocents

Every day the pain gets worse because your not with me,

some days the pain gets so intense that I can barely breath.
Every night I lay in my room alone and cry, and think
so sadly of how badly I really want to die.
And every night when the world goes to sleep,
I lay wake and think, I remember that night clearly,
I was fourteen and you were my brother's best friend.
Everyone was sound to sleep but we were awake and
made love in my room on my bed.
Then one day I told you I loved you and you said it too
but words were just wasted cause that wasn't true.
You soon broke my heart and left me here alone, leaving
me behind to face the cold cruel world on my own.
Your the only one that I want by my side and no matter
what happens I'll unfortunately love you until the day I die.