hit me at home. It sounded as though she felt the
way they way that I feel, and it scares me.
No one should feel like shit this much.
I read in her notebook that she feels safe
around me. How?!? I don't understand how or who could
find safety in me, when I'm not or ever have felt safe.
I cut myself, I have the scars, I'm not great,
I don't deserve to have to have such friends who find
so much in me when I find so little. I wish I could
help her, I wish I knew what to say, but how can I help
her take the pain away when mines so Strong?
What can I do? No one should suffer as I do,
I'm the only person who deserves nothing but pain
and hurt. And though I don't know why I deserve it,
I know I just do!
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