So A few weeks ago, I get another message from him on my AIM. It said " Who is this?" I knew right then that it wasn't him because he knows my screen name. So I just played along and said "Who is this?" the reply said his name, So I just told them who I was and just like that they jumped down my throat and started saying " I knew it, This isn't him, its his girl, and you better stay away from him and stop talking to him" I got so mad and upset so I replied "He contacted me first!" All of a sudden she got real nice and said " oh I'm sorry, can you tell me what you talked about" as if I was going to just tell her everything. I just said nope and signed off. A few day's later he messaged me and said " You need to stop lying and telling people we are hooking up" I was so confused so I replied " What?" He told me that his girl and mom keeps telling him that I told them that we've been hooking up I told him I haven't even seen him or his family since he left. He didn't believe me and just kept yelling at me to stop my lying . I had enough at this point and said "I'm not going through this shit again, I don't care If you have nobody any more, you will NEVER come back here!" End of story I haven't heard from him since.
I'm just a broken gurl, thats been hurt so much that basically I just gave up. My blogs are not only my deep thoughts but they are also my dark secrets. And what you read is what I feel everyday. I'm not writing these blogs to make anyone feel sorry for me but to maybe find people who might feel the same in anyway. Every few days or so I'll be adding new blogs to share with you my sadness, my pain, and my tears. and please don't be afraid to leave a comment about anything I've writen or just to share a sceret of your own. All secrets are safe with me as I hope mine are with you!
Thts the spirit Gurl U gotta fight it and fight it hard....... He is not worth it....
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