Harm

I don't feel like myself anymore, like somethings missing.

I don't know whats wrong anymore, I've changed in so many ways.

I've been feeling Sad, Tired, Lonely, Angry, Pissed, at everyone and myself.

I get this over whelming feeling like I'm going to cry even when I'm having

a good day, like I'll take a shower, or do some laundry or maybe

doing nothing at all and I'll just break down and cry and most of the time

I don't know why, but I never cry in front of anyone, I guess I don't

want anyone to feel sorry for me,so I do it alone at night in my room.

No one will see my tears, or hear my cry's and that's when i do the most

damage to myself. I can't help but feel like

I deserve the harm I do myself. I guess in a way I do.