Broken Pieces
They think I'm okay but I'm not, They think I don't hurt but I'm drowning in pain. I tried so hard to forget what happened but every time I turn around someone brings it up, I don't want to remember how much he hurt me, I want to stop crying myself to sleep hoping everything will be alright but they never are I'll never be me again. They think that I'm happy but I'm sad, They see me in crowds but I'm lonely. I hate to sleep for I fear my dreams, I hate to be awake for I fear my Thoughts, so I'm stuck no matter what I do and every time I think or dream its of you, I know you never loved me as I did you and I know I was just used sadly by you. That's when my heart was shattered and nobody not even me has been able to put together all the broken pieces. They think I'm complete but I'm empty, They think I'm not dying but slowly I do, dying in the inside constantly weeping, constantly drowning, constantly so constantly....me.
pouring out your thoughts, pains, hurts and feelings will take you away to a softer, less painful world. in time... hugs!
ReplyDeletehey....
ReplyDeleteI hear you
I understand some of what you say... to a degree. I could never understand exactly how YOU feel...
Same thoughts... drowning, sinking, thinking, dreaming... being unable to draw breath without thinking about it.
My heart goes out to a kindred spirit