Everyday it kills me a little
more as I try to be okay with
the fact that he's no longer
here. I'm still living little
by little, working through
the pain. He left me for her
and he's not coming back.
The sad thing is he took my
heart, my childhood,my
innocents, and won't or can't give any of that back to me.
He tells me now that he wants to marry her, and I
faked a smile as I told him that it was great, in the inside
I was screaming "I hate her", and I really do. I gave him
everything and he gave her the best of him, while I was left
alone with nothing. I'm trying to be okay, but it hurts so
much and I don't know how much longer I can hang on,
I feel I'm to week to fight anymore, I give up.....Again!
may i ask a question pleez. how long has it been? but whatever the answer, i think it's better to feel it. all of it. and get it out. and then you can move on. go easy on yourself. a broken heart takes a while to heal. but you have to make an attempt to heal it too... hugs and love dear brokengurl!
ReplyDeletebroken hearts are the stuff of life.we cry,we hurt, we move on to love again.....we treat ourselves tenderly and remember we are strong female warriors.....let me hear you roar sister........
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