Thursday, September 17, 2009

Help please!!!

It was out of the blue, out of nowhere. My phone just went off and a text message appeared, the message said "Hey". It was a number I didn't recognize, so naturally I replied "Who is this". The next message I received made my heart just drop, It was him. I had to hold back tears as I replied "oh um hey how are you?" in which he replied "not to well, how bout you?" I thought a minute and responded "not to well myself", then I asked him what was wrong. He told me he had no family left because finally told his mom to fuck off, in which knowing his mother he needed to, always putting him down, calling him stupid, saying he's trash. but anyway. I then asked "what about your girl?" I cringed as a wrote it. He told me he was getting sick of her. I told him, he had a good family here where I am and that everyone loved him, my mother treated him as if he was her own, the same with my father. and I, I gave him everything. He told me he wished he had never left, I didn't know what to say so I just said "you don't know the hell I went through when you left" He told me he was sorry and that he thought leaving was for the best but he's See's now that it wasn't and that he wants to come home. I told him I needed to think and talk it over with my family and most of all you guys, those who have read my posts and know what I've been through, Please I need your advice, My head is screaming "No do not let him, It'll happen again", but My heart is yelling "But you love him." What do I do?!?!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

The Worlds Game

The world is changing, Time growing older, and our days become nothing but over seen reruns. Life dragged on through black and then white has lost our innocents to play, in such childish ways. Man has shed oh so many tears, through broken hearts, through misplaced years. A loss of will, a fall from grace has left us all in a curl twisted fate. Try to hold back, try to hang on but the world keeps changing and time says to move on. No more fighting, no more names, just one last tear to end the game.