Things haven't changed.....Things will never change.
He still talks to and texts her on his phone.
I know they are still together, although I'm not sure how
because once again he's living here and yes sleeps in
my bed and yes we do have sex. So if he is still with
her, he's cheating on her. I'm so sorry to everyone
and myself....I broke my promise......I fell again, and
sadly I know it's me who will only get hurt yet again.
It's like I'm trying so hard to reach out for his hand
but I grab a hold of nothing every time because he
let me fall along time ago and for some stupid reason
I can't stop loving him.....I can't let go.
