Messed up

Things have been a little crazy and somewhat messed up, in a good way? I'm not sure. He told me things and made me new promises, my heart yells I believe you, my head screams Bull shit! I can't believe him again, I've heard it all before, nothings changed. And Although I love him more than anything, I wont fall again, I promise you and myself that I will never let him drag me down again.